Do you ever feel like that connection with God, that spark of joy is gone? I know I have and it was a terribly depressing time of my life where I just wanted to shut the world out, or maybe I was to focused on pleasing the world rather than God. Anyway...what I was focusing on was how I felt only how I felt and I forgot what really mattered , I got so obsessed and paranoid with this feeling I didn't have that I stopped reading my bible and praying all the time. Hmm... wonder why I didn't have this feeling. Well this answers it for me.

 

Malachi 3:7-12

English Standard Version (ESV)

⁷ ... Return to me, and I will return to you....

Wow it finally hit me if I wanted God to return to me..I HAVE to return to him he is always with me. I just need to seek him.

If you have a problem with reading your bible everyday.  Then make a goal.


 Month One

*I will read my bible twice a week

Month two

*I will read my bible 4 times a week

Month Three.

*I will read my bible 6 times a week.


Month Four.

*I will seek the Lord and read my bible and pray EVERDAY.